Church

So was just lying awake in bed and thinking and figured it was worth writing down..
I was just pondering.. I do this a a regular basis.. I haven't been to church in a while for many reasons.. Which I spose is not uncommon for me lately.
Church is never something I've really connected with.. I go because.. well.. it's expected. And the company that it provides is pretty good.
Everyone thinks that you can't be christian if you don't go to church..
but besides the occasional really good service, if anything it gives me more reason to think religion is stupid than help me grow in it. Don't get me wrong.. I know church is everything to some people and I'm not trying to take that away from them or anything it's just not how I connect. All I see is the hypocrisy, the manipulation, the crap that's just kind of appeared after millions of years of people interpreting things differently. And it's not just in my church it's in every church.. and it makes my brain hurt.
So I have decided this, I believe in God, Jesus etc. However I do not believe in church. this does not mean that I won't go.. because I do think it's important to be amongst a christian community, and Ben Chongs an alright kid too(ha snap). but sitting down and listening to someone tell me how i should be making my life better, what i should be doing more, how I should be living, what i should be saying to people, just doesn't help me..
that person who is speaking might be right..
and I might agree with what there saying, but how do I know.
I don't.
Rant over.

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So.. haven't posted for a while.. figure I should. you know how it is.
Well nothing much has happened lately.. I finally got a job.
Hurray for Best and Less.
I have to say it's alot easier than I thought it would be.. so far anyway...
I haven't really done much. But I did honestly think it would be a little more challanging..
which is annoying in a way because I'll probably get bored of it pretty fast..
But I guess we'll have to wait and see..
But anyway thats about it... I had some Ideas for blogs but I don't think I can be bothered thinking right now..
Oh well.